tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-47642860619127122322024-02-07T05:52:42.600-08:00Ceritaku...My Story...Impossible is Nothing...
Nothing is Impossible...
Which is the one sounds rite?!!!Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.comBlogger28125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-86931421089925764352009-07-03T15:07:00.001-07:002009-07-03T15:34:17.028-07:00Gambar terbaru my Kids...My hubby baru aja forward gambar terbaru F&F. Gambar ni diambil masa kenduri akikah Amir and pindah rumah adik ipar (adik Fazly).<br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiMec7EbbtvX4oiyYfcTi-3GDI6QPbLhwm_Gz1LsMUkhwq-CjlFMhRuNnNOJt8qIi8jsHFkPva_jWkqZVUTgSKUjrvx2-CQNp3BF43Ez24unN498NGScbnGVt-EUiVGtgCQAh9dhAk3xGE/s1600-h/100_6801.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5354361789026893250" style="WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiMec7EbbtvX4oiyYfcTi-3GDI6QPbLhwm_Gz1LsMUkhwq-CjlFMhRuNnNOJt8qIi8jsHFkPva_jWkqZVUTgSKUjrvx2-CQNp3BF43Ez24unN498NGScbnGVt-EUiVGtgCQAh9dhAk3xGE/s400/100_6801.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">Gambar si tembam Amir with mak n Zul</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnRPFEGY5-9__SJDkTq6GjcJX-EqupJ_WpAEvMNstuW4KI4rJSHCEOtLm-eIPCDFX-X1bjmidiAmFuUyvh558Lt4rnjpBrqS1E_eRDIuNj9Hp-gDs4COajT0y1mcOxuDQm90PXft07zcY/s1600-h/100_6793.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5354361781755445938" style="WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnRPFEGY5-9__SJDkTq6GjcJX-EqupJ_WpAEvMNstuW4KI4rJSHCEOtLm-eIPCDFX-X1bjmidiAmFuUyvh558Lt4rnjpBrqS1E_eRDIuNj9Hp-gDs4COajT0y1mcOxuDQm90PXft07zcY/s400/100_6793.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><div align="center"><br />Ni lak adik dengan gaya rambut terbaru!</div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:78%;">(sekarang kena panggil kakak...sb dia ader cousin2 yg panggil dia kakak!! hikhikhik kena marah tu kalau panggil adik!)</span><br /></div><p align="center"></p><p align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJ1yn3-OJmIZas50zRz2zbJ3Q3AEsdQ8-G2X9Ml1mssp9nBP3oxNUnASiBSBNHLmJziElI2AsQ4jbC1lYxrsIp1oVBmJ1pEra5DzMd89rbxcXIYxnKCfhMZKLVcB0QCay5lpJG5tEErmQ/s1600-h/100_6825.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5354360997113160610" style="WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJ1yn3-OJmIZas50zRz2zbJ3Q3AEsdQ8-G2X9Ml1mssp9nBP3oxNUnASiBSBNHLmJziElI2AsQ4jbC1lYxrsIp1oVBmJ1pEra5DzMd89rbxcXIYxnKCfhMZKLVcB0QCay5lpJG5tEErmQ/s400/100_6825.JPG" border="0" /></a></p><div align="center">F&F yang memang susah nak posing bergambar... ader2 aja!! :)) </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:78%;">( I miss them like crazy!)<br /></span><br /></div>Rasanya Fatini dah kurus sket daripada bulan 2 ritu... rambut dah panjang tp tak nampak sgt sb dia posing ngada2... mak kata dia semakin lasak n lagi banyak akal daripada abangnya (hikhikhik n kuat merajuk!). ;) Fahmi pulak dah behave n semakin bijak... semalam tepon pun dia dah mau cakap if alwez alahai susahnya nak bercakap! Siap nyanyi lah kan... :))<br /><br />Can't wait to go back! Hari ni akan siapkan packing kotak2 so next few weeks just concentrate my thesis! Otak ni tak settle selagi belum habis packing... n satu lagi masalah ader aja yg nak beli... so better shipping secepat mungkin otherwise bertambah2 lagik... sekarang lak TOYS SALES is on! Gileeerrr hapa... teruja bangeeeet... ;)<br /><br />Anyway gtg..nak g opis kejap before my fren mai rumah tolong habiskan urusan kotak2...<br /><br />Okie dokie... Malaysia here i come...Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-34021218838321460012009-07-02T08:32:00.000-07:002009-07-02T08:39:38.075-07:00A shoulder to cry onLife is full of lots of up and downs,<br />And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,<br />And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take you down,<br />It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,<br />When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,<br />But you might feel better if you let me walk with you<br />by your side,<br /><br />And when you need a shoulder to cry on,<br />When you need a friend to rely on,<br />When the whole world is gone,<br />You won't be alone,<br />cause I'll be there,<br /><br />I'll be your shoulder to cry on,<br />I'll be there,<br />I'll be a friend to rely on,<br />When the whole world is gone,<br />you won't be alone,<br />cause I'll be there.<br /><br />All of the times when everything is wrong<br />And you're feeling like<br />There's no use going on<br />You can't give it up<br />I hope you work it out and carry on<br />Side by side,<br />With you till the end<br />I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand<br />no matter what is said or done<br />our love will always continue on<br /><br />Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on<br />everyone needs a friend to rely on<br />When the whole world is gone<br />you won't be alone<br />cause I'll be there<br />I'll be your shoulder to cry on<br />I'll be there<br />I'll be the one you rely on<br />when the whole world's gone<br />you won't be alone<br />cause I'll be there!<br /><br />And when the whole world is gone<br />You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-35232250650772393872009-07-02T06:59:00.001-07:002009-07-02T07:35:59.796-07:00Sebulan jer lagik...<div align="justify">Salaam... tak sabarnyer nak bertemu muka dengan kekasih hati! <span style="font-size:78%;">(walaupun masih perang dingin!). </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Thesis masih belum jadi but hati dah dekat Malaysia... decission untuk balik dah dibuat..apa2 yang bakal terjadi aku pasrah dengan ketentuan Allah. Aku akan terus berusaha sehingga habis... walaupun kena sambung menulis dekat Malaysia n aku rasa itu yang terbaik buat diriku n famili! I need them n they need me, especially Fahmi...la ni tido malam pun termimpi2 teringat2 babah n mama... kesian dia. But aku positif, insyaAllah harapnya semua akan berjalan dengan lancar setibanya aku di Malaysia (sigh! i hope so...tawakkal).</span></div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh86FZP4CFj-kuT_lRf0_25bkGjvOLUbO1MFLsUXHulNcOhSa7QRsNiMlFO2hvsINe-sCnORGacsZ1dEh_InZ8vn3bdqD5r8k26HPSihsDG155_fuyDXI5j553Zfp9qB51e5my9na1sSvg/s1600-h/IMG_7335.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5353863521134141234" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 267px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh86FZP4CFj-kuT_lRf0_25bkGjvOLUbO1MFLsUXHulNcOhSa7QRsNiMlFO2hvsINe-sCnORGacsZ1dEh_InZ8vn3bdqD5r8k26HPSihsDG155_fuyDXI5j553Zfp9qB51e5my9na1sSvg/s400/IMG_7335.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Nostalgia di Botanical Garden, Melbourne<br /><br /><br /><br /><div align="justify"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJUmf5DBWFgO-pRVqD0hQm9bir0S7JeqL2SZIddj6Qhrlu5-bs4H4ma6Pses2wbYds3wSRpdKCBnBWDxUoHy-t9fWXGQusjKTmlHzDIlrEt8kiqsIkPkRUfKpo54OIkwUMTLtwdd528qc/s1600-h/100_5285.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5353863503162868882" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJUmf5DBWFgO-pRVqD0hQm9bir0S7JeqL2SZIddj6Qhrlu5-bs4H4ma6Pses2wbYds3wSRpdKCBnBWDxUoHy-t9fWXGQusjKTmlHzDIlrEt8kiqsIkPkRUfKpo54OIkwUMTLtwdd528qc/s400/100_5285.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />Takder gambar terbaru...ini aja buat pengubat rinduuu...<br /><br />Mak kata rambut fatini dah lepas bahu n sekarang dia dah ok kalau kena ikat rambut... dah tak serabai cam dulu. ;) Fahmi pulak dah pandai mengeja n faham sket2 kalau kita cakap English... sekarang dia dah pandai tengok jam n faham pasal date n month. ermmm...asyik tanya bila bulan 7 sebab mama janji nak balik bulan 7<span style="font-size:78%;"> (minta maaf sangat2 dear, mama terpaksa tunda ke bulan ogos!) (sigh!)</span></div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify">Baru aja habih packing barang...hahaha ingatkan tak banyak. Last2 hampir 30 kotak jugaklah. Ni second trip shipping. entah hapa2 aja... selagi tak hantaq akan bertambah barang2 n kotak2!! Harapnya next week bolehlah hantaq... no more buying...n shopping.</div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify">Baju2 dalam almari pun tinggal sket aja, cukup untuk 3-4 minggu aku kat sini. Now pun dah kurang ke opis so tak kisah sangatlah kan. ;) pakai apa yg patut kat umah!! hikhikhik. Tp masalah terbaru adalah aku gila beli kasut lah plak!! dah bersusun2 sabo ajalah.</div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify">Ermm...ni sebenonya resting from my thesis writing... poning eden! nak habihkan satu perenggan pun amik masa berjam2. Aduhai..siapkah nih?!! Positif-positif-positif Zura! :</div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify">Oklah i'd better get going...nak tidoooo esok ader labworks! n hahahahaaa final shopping for my nephews - nak bag lah plak kan ;)</div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify">* balik? tak balik?</div>Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-56845543660788865462009-06-02T00:37:00.000-07:002009-06-02T00:39:27.652-07:00I am blessed...Alhamdullillah...I am blessed! Thank you for everything my dear!Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-75688233070882722942009-05-31T21:34:00.000-07:002009-05-31T21:36:15.223-07:00I smell sumething fishy...Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-17489066705238061042009-05-25T07:56:00.000-07:002009-05-25T08:06:22.815-07:00I am truly madly deeply inlove....<strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">Truly Madly Deeply-Savage Garden</span></strong><br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I'll be your dream </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I'll be your wish </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I'll be your fantasy. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I'll be your hope </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I'll be your love </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">Be everything that you need. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I love you more with every breath Truly madly deeply do.. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I will be strong </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I will be faithful</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"> 'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">A reason for living. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">A deeper meaning. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">Chorus</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"> </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I want to stand with you on a mountain. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I want to bathe with you in the sea. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I want to lay like this forever. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">Until the sky falls down on me... </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">And when the stars are shining brightly </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">In the velvet sky,</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I'll make a wish </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">Send it to heaven </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">Then make you want to cry.. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">The tears of joy </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">For all the pleasure and the certainty. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">That we're surrounded </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">By the comfort and protection of.. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">The highest power. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">In lonely hours. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">The tears devour you.. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I want to stand with you on a mountain, </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I want to bathe with you in the sea. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I want to lay like this forever, </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">Until the sky falls down on me... </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">Bridge </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">Oh can't you see it baby? </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">You don't have to close your eyes</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"> 'Cos it's standing right before you. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">All that you need will surely come... </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I'll be your dream </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I'll be your wish </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I'll be your fantasy. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I'll be your hope </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I'll be your love Be everything that you need. </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">I'll love you more with every breath Truly madly deeply do... Chorus</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">I LOVE YOU KANDA....</span>Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-64350264158874497162009-04-30T08:04:00.000-07:002009-04-30T08:17:10.514-07:00apa cerita..<div align="justify">Isyh..dah agak lama ek tak jenguk blog ni yer...banyak benda yang happening lately...banyak keja yang kena siapkan n the dateline semakin hampir! Terasa semakin seram sejuk!..takut tak sempat. Bukannya apa janji mesti ditepati. rindu dekat insan yang tercinta pun semakin dalam...semakin parah...terasa nak terbang balik walaupun cuma sehari!</div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">Sekarang kalau telefon Fahmi n Fatini..soklan pertama ditanya..ini bulan apa?!! oh baby...mama akan pulang... sabar ya! Pressure sangat k...</div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">Seperti kata org tua2..'Bukan senang nak jadik senang nih!'... time2 gini baru tau benarnya pepatah tu. Apa2 pun i have to focus on my tasks. </div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">Teringat dekat kakak2 ku...kak ros, kak enie, kak laily, kak riza n list goes on....camner semua org struggle nak abehkan belajaq nih! Ya Allah, berikanlah aku hambaMu yang kerdil ini kekuatan...menyelesaikan semuanya dengan jayanya. </div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">Oklah...enough! i need to get back to my thingy... till then. </div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify"> </div>Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-33432736810226743102009-03-25T06:15:00.001-07:002009-03-25T06:15:42.588-07:00Terasa cam nak balik...Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-36624162589076357332009-03-20T18:35:00.000-07:002009-03-20T19:27:52.591-07:00My Family<div align="center">This is my family...my hubby (Fazly), Fahmi (son) n Fatini (doter). These photos taken during our trip to Sabah.</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglXPStbsvzcN3LrXEoQK_wrVwFnggcxwxyODr1AuuGMMw6MoOIFNFahncWuTOdTxadJ2SUPW4KrlY8dpca094Ynkt20ezKbM6InmMJEPAWCKEer0Pfb1VV7LA5JdR13vTaFGSYmjmhijA/s1600-h/KIN_5664.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315453057775184258" style="WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 266px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglXPStbsvzcN3LrXEoQK_wrVwFnggcxwxyODr1AuuGMMw6MoOIFNFahncWuTOdTxadJ2SUPW4KrlY8dpca094Ynkt20ezKbM6InmMJEPAWCKEer0Pfb1VV7LA5JdR13vTaFGSYmjmhijA/s400/KIN_5664.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><br /><p align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhN27rn50m7Lc0xSWTF9d8cy29Rj2Ebb2v83WBBUTmuP-ygEsFLG0o4woinZTUk0HVhQLKHBApcLqIwYUd3HETbZUCyrKDhO8pmIBetrMFea0NWyrWi9rV-C5zaIm_JNwNOPKCbKiPogNo/s1600-h/DSC_0049.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315450467844565250" style="WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 268px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhN27rn50m7Lc0xSWTF9d8cy29Rj2Ebb2v83WBBUTmuP-ygEsFLG0o4woinZTUk0HVhQLKHBApcLqIwYUd3HETbZUCyrKDhO8pmIBetrMFea0NWyrWi9rV-C5zaIm_JNwNOPKCbKiPogNo/s400/DSC_0049.JPG" border="0" /></a></p><div align="center">Ni Abang n Adik di War Memorial, Kundasang<br /><br /></div><p align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBF7vq9nODVYB6D07ZKkq8A9c2T6UMq7yIC1wrZ74eV15eCNeDfLBkeARKdymrY41VedFgh3hgyGGCt5waKnYn4Yhp-hKt_g9Ki4KLMAR8vubAlmHGUhsC923J90KF9JhkkI1Jd1Q_77I/s1600-h/KIN_5850.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315459264545813634" style="WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 266px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBF7vq9nODVYB6D07ZKkq8A9c2T6UMq7yIC1wrZ74eV15eCNeDfLBkeARKdymrY41VedFgh3hgyGGCt5waKnYn4Yhp-hKt_g9Ki4KLMAR8vubAlmHGUhsC923J90KF9JhkkI1Jd1Q_77I/s400/KIN_5850.JPG" border="0" /></a></p><p align="center">Fahmi atas boat ke Pulau Manukan<br /></p><br /><p align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_7V5f9DvGUIWoBPoDhWykVO4n87IBel66mprEkl-SyrLLRMQLpSZ3_-FM1dRrrcpoBqcZjdrv3BaQPrYYXMZRHQfQcFmh7IbPYI7Bo1rCxwSLRR_k3Owwgt5oXUI76RPeR528heNIJ7E/s1600-h/DSC_0143.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315460301001301970" style="WIDTH: 268px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_7V5f9DvGUIWoBPoDhWykVO4n87IBel66mprEkl-SyrLLRMQLpSZ3_-FM1dRrrcpoBqcZjdrv3BaQPrYYXMZRHQfQcFmh7IbPYI7Bo1rCxwSLRR_k3Owwgt5oXUI76RPeR528heNIJ7E/s400/DSC_0143.JPG" border="0" /></a></p><div align="center">Fatini ni time atas boat jugak..ke Pulau Manukan</div><div align="center"></div><p align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1eWxw-XqoF2QeGzM9hUx5bWvOoJUYN5t4aBcyrjaa96gEr_2ErdvLzVU1SM1R2yCIKa_lagK63xTacsxKwcC1O7GvkdGACy2o5vgMC0yWm4jFrl8mKpv7uclP4IYI61x_AUewiODH3-s/s1600-h/DSC_0140.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315452020035099202" style="WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 268px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1eWxw-XqoF2QeGzM9hUx5bWvOoJUYN5t4aBcyrjaa96gEr_2ErdvLzVU1SM1R2yCIKa_lagK63xTacsxKwcC1O7GvkdGACy2o5vgMC0yWm4jFrl8mKpv7uclP4IYI61x_AUewiODH3-s/s400/DSC_0140.JPG" border="0" /></a></p><div align="center"><span style="font-size:78%;">Actually tgh dok miss sumer nih! tu yang dok upload gambo2 nih....rini birthday hubby but tak dapat celebrate sesama....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:78%;">nway...everything will be over very soon...insyaAllah. Love u alwez n forever!</span> </div>Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-24085133780105545192009-03-20T02:52:00.000-07:002009-03-20T03:00:38.300-07:0021st March...my dearest hubby's birthday<p align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXe6m1c-Pe4G04tqUYzX2wMJRtXNWVAehuWd_5Enw-WFTiJyRstAbtfYf3fLaQhkG7QqwnptHuw0BkriYOOi9VawKeQbhuKblKJ9ed97Z5PDLtxDVqJTF_-epQJkLGa-0T6pjF20bBVSY/s1600-h/DSC_0115.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315207635512932162" style="WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 268px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXe6m1c-Pe4G04tqUYzX2wMJRtXNWVAehuWd_5Enw-WFTiJyRstAbtfYf3fLaQhkG7QqwnptHuw0BkriYOOi9VawKeQbhuKblKJ9ed97Z5PDLtxDVqJTF_-epQJkLGa-0T6pjF20bBVSY/s400/DSC_0115.JPG" border="0" /></a></p><br /><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;font-size:180%;color:#000099;">Happy Birthday Kanda Sayang!!!</span>Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-69287456617598372412009-03-14T21:21:00.001-07:002009-03-14T21:40:00.505-07:00Fren's WeddingToday entry is specially dedicated to Sid (eventhough u might not read this!)....<br /><br /><br /><div align="justify"></div><p align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhkBl3XP6cT5Bzoyl0rHaTZH3q6RDBKquUZ5Aorv9zhEp84R3Iixjfm_GmziTYDZIW8yOiJcaIpEdl0KbVEDgcNCDRPt7HfMvRwRNT0ncfCNmXKPRpn_qSxR3FctuYIU4FDGIRrJ6O-9I/s1600-h/DSC04275.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313268757118622514" style="WIDTH: 267px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhkBl3XP6cT5Bzoyl0rHaTZH3q6RDBKquUZ5Aorv9zhEp84R3Iixjfm_GmziTYDZIW8yOiJcaIpEdl0KbVEDgcNCDRPt7HfMvRwRNT0ncfCNmXKPRpn_qSxR3FctuYIU4FDGIRrJ6O-9I/s400/DSC04275.JPG" border="0" /></a></p>Sid -(middle wearing black n white scarf)<br /><br /><div align="justify"></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#000099;"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">CONGRATULATION DEAR!</span> </span></strong></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"></div><br /><br /><div align="justify">Actually i really want to stay back in Malaysia n attending this particular wedding...however due to my responsibility here in Melbourne I can't! Sid even i am in Melbourne.. i can still feel it!!! It's remind me of my big day...ermmmm it was around 6 years ago!! hikhikhik </div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">Anyway today is your day Sid. I'm sure u can't stop smiling n trying to hide the nervousness...(even... the truth is u r sooo tired!!) hikhikhik.... Enjoy to the fullest this very day!</div><br /><br /><div align="justify"></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc0000;"><strong>CONGRATULATION!!!</strong></span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"></div><br /><br /><div align="justify">LOtloves:Kakzura</div><br /><br /><div align="justify"></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"></div>Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-48337395340841735712009-03-10T22:47:00.000-07:002009-03-10T23:42:52.945-07:00Final Chapter of my Journey, In MelbourneWhen i first arrived at the melbourne aiport last Sunday night...my heart was pounding very hard!!! Will this be my last trip back here, as a student??!!! I've asked myself about one thing, THIS IS IT!!! I don't want to break my promises to my beloved kids n hubby. I just cannot forget the way my kids looking at me at the KLIA....it's made me wanna cry! i love both of you!<br /><br />As usual...Fahmi he was very cool when I first told him that i am leaving to Melbourne again... but after he absorbed and maybe already tired thinking about this...he came to me a few days later with a milllion dollars question... mama, berapa lama mama nak g? Mimi n adik oleh ikut tak?!! errmmmm..time dia tanya tu berair mata...huhuhuhu... it was the toughest moment ever in my life. I've explained to him and he kept on counting how many days i will be away from him! I called him last night and he keep asking when i will coming back. ! I love you both! I love you alwez n forever!<br /><br />I have nothing to give them now...only that i have to keep my promise and be back with them as soon as i can!!!! InsyaAllah....Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-86349554218047918652009-01-28T21:23:00.000-08:002009-01-28T21:38:43.788-08:00Alhamdullillah...<div align="justify">Alhamdullillah...all the meetings is done for now! I was too nervous n worried with this one major meeting...and alhamdullilah it was turn out not too bad...gud indeed! alhamdullillah praise to the Almighty. I hope that the grant that we apply will be granted. I just praying for the best! What ever the outcome is... i'm ok!</div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify">So now...i can focus on my trip back home..yipeeeeeeeee!!! i'm too excited! i have to do more shopping...thanks to my hubby for his last minute lists. :) tonight we gonna have a bbq (oppssss..fireban today!!) so i'm not sure what is going to happen...cancel or just proceed with extra precaution!! huhuhuhu bbq...bbq...bbq...i'm starving it's 4pm now and i haven't eat anything from morning...nervous strucked me sooo badly leave me not having my breakfast&lunch. and now i am starving...</div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify">At the office for my last day...update the important documents n tidy up my desk n say gudbye to everyone. Thanks for yesterday lunch my dear officemates... it was very nice....a part of walking in the oven's weathering! And now...i going to pen off and go home...n EAT.</div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify">Daaaaaa....till then...</div>Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-27912215849398937052009-01-28T15:29:00.001-08:002009-01-28T15:29:56.485-08:00WEDNESDAY is down...2 days to go...Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-74443118042851521612009-01-27T07:22:00.000-08:002009-01-27T07:26:23.627-08:00Wed, Thurs, Fri....SATURDAY!The atmosphere is now HOT! HOT! HOT!! The waiting is killing me....Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-22836590647190741472009-01-22T05:11:00.000-08:002009-01-22T05:47:20.228-08:00I wanna go home rite now!!<div align="justify">I wanna fly home rite away!!!!! that is my feeling rite now! too many things to be done n yet i don't have the heart to do all of them! terrible feeling. terrible attitude.huhuhuhuhu.</div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify">saya nak balik jumpak..fazly fahmi fatini. nak balik jumpak mak. ayah-notsure.sumer.kaklong.kakchik.iwan.huhuhu.sangat2 rindu.sangat2 tak sabaq nak balik. barang2 dah pack kalau nak balik sekarang pun dah buleh!. cuma tix tarikhnya 31 jan 09 at 3.40pm. kalau tukaq tarikh kena bayaq lagik. det dah abih. so kenalah sabaq2kan diri dan stay fokus. takleh fokus dah nih...huhuhuhu.</div><br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsdQ695ynDqLM1-QgRtWhyddSElVQ59IO777N3r_lb77roBLshfiogaEUTozpcGVMJA8VTJBb8NHMAMHG5rycaodkJDKjoGpwGDqet2T3C1ERg6mR8VkDigk_beKH8bzxcYkgvSgWqzNA/s1600-h/DSC03788.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294111175742579138" style="WIDTH: 334px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsdQ695ynDqLM1-QgRtWhyddSElVQ59IO777N3r_lb77roBLshfiogaEUTozpcGVMJA8VTJBb8NHMAMHG5rycaodkJDKjoGpwGDqet2T3C1ERg6mR8VkDigk_beKH8bzxcYkgvSgWqzNA/s400/DSC03788.JPG" border="0" /></a></p><div align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiAyI6ANugy2bG4-kbXudXfEsDeChmd5Gb0xNe9NmQYj3tFBaZYea27WfdEXHZ1ezA0NybdaDD7mNKqCIrE0OVQp9iOogL6HfedqbQ8ntDv-A8KufNhQljXWxS-MoDsvogTeJRRMcylZg4/s1600-h/100_5285.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294108661480907874" style="WIDTH: 332px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 271px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiAyI6ANugy2bG4-kbXudXfEsDeChmd5Gb0xNe9NmQYj3tFBaZYea27WfdEXHZ1ezA0NybdaDD7mNKqCIrE0OVQp9iOogL6HfedqbQ8ntDv-A8KufNhQljXWxS-MoDsvogTeJRRMcylZg4/s400/100_5285.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><div align="center"><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1LmXUcpc2e5dYGU0vJ6oq6GOLEkrYolags2eFZVG7dmDHwZDTrV6RjVbNChGVKS5wswd4diZQyYq9Zz71e85_zlfTyJ8ijuf4qpYVUBhPLeG3Vw2_fZTshwqp1iaNz7LttZzKBkgHZ5I/s1600-h/DSC03721.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294110546419115554" style="WIDTH: 342px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 239px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1LmXUcpc2e5dYGU0vJ6oq6GOLEkrYolags2eFZVG7dmDHwZDTrV6RjVbNChGVKS5wswd4diZQyYq9Zz71e85_zlfTyJ8ijuf4qpYVUBhPLeG3Vw2_fZTshwqp1iaNz7LttZzKBkgHZ5I/s400/DSC03721.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><div align="center"><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiDGipIQD5g05sSydOxq0RLxnxJPBwTGjvs2sBYvuaAsKAyY7stujIswkvacqmUjOeXo9sSEnJ8JqOJ8XslGiuXXwe8TDlJ3MMIkGdEAFMWUDISmJLFFctvAoAG02l8KtcZUJpQbgpXX5o/s1600-h/DSC03488.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294109170877082450" style="WIDTH: 340px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 266px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiDGipIQD5g05sSydOxq0RLxnxJPBwTGjvs2sBYvuaAsKAyY7stujIswkvacqmUjOeXo9sSEnJ8JqOJ8XslGiuXXwe8TDlJ3MMIkGdEAFMWUDISmJLFFctvAoAG02l8KtcZUJpQbgpXX5o/s400/DSC03488.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><p align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizJtZoHjv_F82mdpJ-Pcz6CbX0jp2HcOzUz92-TOeP4diPsI5rxThvyBaKrNA1v5QvKiAzC4i4Y1DWFiOYiyoH757kCx4AqyrtJq-7aNTJcnurOSMcgBO-aOo9TFAsuF0fvY2Qppz7dzI/s1600-h/kaklong+n+etc.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294113794968467266" style="WIDTH: 148px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 119px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizJtZoHjv_F82mdpJ-Pcz6CbX0jp2HcOzUz92-TOeP4diPsI5rxThvyBaKrNA1v5QvKiAzC4i4Y1DWFiOYiyoH757kCx4AqyrtJq-7aNTJcnurOSMcgBO-aOo9TFAsuF0fvY2Qppz7dzI/s400/kaklong+n+etc.jpg" border="0" /></a></p><div align="center">I LOVE U ALL....</div><br /><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><br /><div align="justify">Next week balik...insyaAllah. yabedabedooo..tak sabarnya. be a mom again. be a wife again. be a daughter again. be a sis again. Life is so wonderful back home. Someone that you love and care is close to you. Hope everything goes well before balik...amin </div>Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-51399984783197104472009-01-20T06:15:00.000-08:002009-01-20T06:45:39.551-08:00You've got message...Alhamdullillah my student visa have been granted today by Ms Janetta Velkovska officer of DIAC, Mebourne. I am grateful that Allah eased my journey so far! It was just a simple email...but it made my heart filled with joy and hope!<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"><em>Dear Ms Abdul Hamid,</em></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"><em>Please note, that i have granted your student today and sent out the letter with your documents. You now have a valid visa until the 21/09/2009</em></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"><em>Janetta Velkovski</em></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"><em>Case ManagerVisa and Citizenship </em></span><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"><em>Services </em></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"><em>03 8682 2039 </em></span><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></em><br /><span style="color:#000000;">There was alwez sign for me...like for this time i've noticed sumthing when i've got her contact number...ermmm looking gud! her contact number ended with my lucky number!!! 39. I dunno why I alwez serounded by these two numbers. It made me a bit nervous n wondered how thing will turn out for me... and alhamdullillah-visa granted. </span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">I am thankful to the Almighty for his approval. He knows what the best for us... </span>Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-41413517065406121872009-01-17T03:03:00.000-08:002009-01-17T03:18:47.756-08:00You gotta be<div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#000099;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;"><span style="font-size:130%;">Listen as </span>your day unfolds</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">Challenge what the future holds</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">Try and keep your head up to the sky</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">Lovers, they may cause you tears</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">Go ahead release your fears</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">Stand up and be counted</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">Don't be ashamed to cry</span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;">You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold, you gotta be wiser</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;">You gotta be hard, you gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;">You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm, you gotta stay together</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;">All I know, all I know, love will save the day</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">Herald what your mother said</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">Reading the books your father read</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">Try to solve the puzzles in your own sweet time</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">Some may have more cash than you</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">Others take a different view</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">My oh my, heh, hey</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;">You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold, you gotta be wiser</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;">You gotta be hard, you gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;">You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm, you gotta stay together</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;">All I know, all I know, love will save the day</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">Don't ask no questions, it goes on without you</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">Leaving you behind if you can't stand the pace</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">The world keeps on spinning</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">You can't stop it, if you try to</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">This time it's danger staring you in the face</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">Remember </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">Listen as your day unfolds</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">Challenge what the future holds</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">Try and keep your head up to the sky</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">Lovers, they may cause you tears</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">Go ahead release your fears</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">My oh my heh, hey, hey</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;">You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold, you gotta be wiser</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;">You gotta be hard, you gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;">You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm, you gotta stay together</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;">All I know, all I know, love will save the day</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;">You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold, you gotta be wiser</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;">You gotta be hard, you gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;">You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm, you gotta stay together</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;">All I know, all I know, love will save the day</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000099;"></span></div><div align="center">You gotta be lyrics by Des'ree</div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></div>Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-21489694548017445242009-01-16T23:58:00.004-08:002009-01-17T00:23:22.784-08:0017 Januari 2009<p align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjH80ffL4cT_il27ZMLLWqrASimFEJ3NemVnS3u13bLhXBQPfQ82QVTTFzJ-0kVukZ1qEBM09CXqC4ckMfPpCwoDdPpw5aeSPUFyVy18_KLR_sRB5WGGNUbfipdPchuN-UREd6SxgdardA/s1600-h/IMG_5765.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5292169341256354978" style="WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjH80ffL4cT_il27ZMLLWqrASimFEJ3NemVnS3u13bLhXBQPfQ82QVTTFzJ-0kVukZ1qEBM09CXqC4ckMfPpCwoDdPpw5aeSPUFyVy18_KLR_sRB5WGGNUbfipdPchuN-UREd6SxgdardA/s400/IMG_5765.JPG" border="0" /></a></p><div align="justify">Hellooo sayang mama...hari ni terasa mendalam betul rindduuuuu dekat my dearest sweethearts yang dok di PB n Bukit Rambai tuh...My hubby tengah dok demam..kesian dier..sabar yer... Yang dok Bukit Rambai pun baru ja lepas baik dari demam... musim agaknya kat Malaysia! Yang kat Melbourne pun rasanya seram sejuk badan dek kerana cuaca yang tak menentu...kejap panas kejap sejuk...tak tahan betullah.</div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">Hari ni dah masuk 17 hari 2009...cepatnya rasa masa berlalu. 31st Januari ni dah nak fly balik Malaysia. Yabedabedoooo...tak sabarnya. (Macamlah keja tu dah siap Puan Zuratul!!) apa2pun balik tetap balik! sebulan pun jadiklah...datang sini kejap then balik lagik...insyaAllah for gud this time...so tunggu mama iyaaa my sweethearts. Selepas semua diputuskan terasa ringan sket kepala! Cuma sekarang masih belum ada kekuatan untuk inform my in-laws pasal kena datang balik sini n will need their help to take care of Fahmi n Fatini for a few months more! Ooohhh... terasa too much dah...but there is no other choices. I will cakap secepat mungkin (huhuhuhu!)</div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">Kena abehkan apa yang telah dimulakan... <em><span style="font-size:78%;">never stop trying n working n praying </span></em></div>Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-31661172602799728452009-01-14T18:46:00.000-08:002009-01-14T19:09:26.901-08:00Decission is made!!<div align="justify">After my meeting with my sv last Monday...and after thinking about all the possibilities and consequences. I have made my decission...here it is: I will come back to Melbourne for another 4 months ( Mar-July 09) without taking my kids with me. I know it's may sound a bit cruel! I would say that i'd love to bring them here...atleast Fahmi n Fatini will get experience with OZ education. However lets look at the bright side... I can focus on my works for this period of time and hopefully by May finishing my tesis and submit it. Then I can focus on writing my other stuffs....publication n etc. BUT all depends on my visa application either will be granted or not! If not granted...there you go.. Yebedabedooo... i will be staying in Malaysia-writing up. (sigh wishing the best for everybody!)</div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">Anyway... i hope i will get the strength to be away for another 4 months with my family. and Fahmi n Fatini will be strong enough facing another separation with me!!! I LOVE BOTH of U alwez n forever!!! Please forgive mama for doing this again. I promise this will be the last time...after that we will be together n forever! InsyaAllah...with Allah permission.</div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">Okie dokie..back to works and keep u head down Zura...u need to finish all these very soon!!! Chaiyok!chaiyok!chaiyok!.....</div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify"> </div>Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-87428933602401525572009-01-11T13:55:00.001-08:002009-01-11T14:08:50.266-08:00Dunno what to do...I dunno what to do...really hard to make a decission if everything is not finalized yet!!! I wanna to stay but if I stay...i have to have money!!! oooooo dear... it's make my life miserable! i can't focus with this thingy hanging on my mind. I wanna to go back.... i need my family now! n my family need me badly especially the little one! Fahmi n Fatini already 6yrs n 4 yrs old. Fahmi need a proper education and now he doesn't want to go to school unless i am back with him... Bizzare! What an idiot and selfish mom am I?!!... But my things here is not settle yet! oooooo dear... my heart and soul hurt so much when I think about my kids n my husband ( n my parent in-law n my mom). Oooooo dear.... I dunno what to do. So much sacrifice they did for me... more that i could imagine! I can't live without them...my sweethearts.<br /><br />Oooooo dear. I love to stay for the sake of my works. Prioritize things...family...PhD...? Now I want to finish off what I've into for 4 yrs.... sigh! Bad mom..bad mon..bad mom..that's what I am.<br /><br />I DUNNO WHAT TO DO!Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-49360900912223227122008-12-16T15:39:00.000-08:002008-12-16T16:09:55.592-08:00Best is yet to be!<div align="justify">Best is yet to be!!! Errmmm..phrases that i've collected from my sister long time ago. It's soo hard to be the best! ? It's takes you aged to find your way to success, to become the best among the rest. I've noticed to be the best you need to be persistence, have a big heart and need to sacrifice a lots! Does it really matter??? To be the best! Because all that i ever wanted is a happy life..one happy famili...gud freinds... and of course the most is keredhaan dari yg Maha Esa. When i think back, all the ellements mentioned above are the key part to feel happy... errmmm... </div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">Actually I am sooo anxious now about my journey here... am i going to be just fine finish my study with flying colours or be one of the unfortunate fella... Ya Allah please give me the strength! Please show m<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSddb493iIPDgcmRcGQF_GZ7dnohyphenhyphenljI6t_UUk9Quzzciu2LmNuGH2qzCfBitWiUoSQdRZ_KA4JG2xAX_qbz3oVUeufjnWktOoIEfvpbHbbV3FnmEAU9qhUUONNM2TkqtufzgwMWPyM9s/s1600-h/DSC04289.JPG"></a>e the ways...so i could streghten and in focus to acheive my dream. I have a dream...i have a plan...i have a decission to make... i have lot of choices to choose....May Allah make it easier for me.</div><br /><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify">I am trying my best now...however sometimes i slipped and lost! Huhuhuhu...anyway... i hope i will find the way very soon as now is the crucial stage of all. The most crucial time...pray for the best. </div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">Zek n Onediana...i will answer to your tag very soon...still finding the 7 facts of myself!!! </div><br /><div align="justify"></div>Chiooowww...<br /><div align="justify"></div>Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-18554788067544331102008-12-11T14:52:00.000-08:002008-12-11T15:23:45.200-08:00Weekend Plans...<div align="justify">Since now nearly krismas.. everywhere sales..but not really sure how true the sales is! Anyway plan for the weekend will be more on shopping....hahahaa. We plan to go to the Garden Market at the Botanical Garden near Shrine of Rememberance in the morning. Other than shopping-we might have photos session as well there! I never go to the Botanical Garden for a walk.. never! I plan to hire a photographer to capture my moment with my hubby there soon!! When he is here next week... can't wait! So kena recce tempat dululah..nanti senang!! ciwinyer aku... sorry all..memang tak sabaq nak jumpak my dear love nih!!! :)<br /><br />Lunch and then follows by shopping at the Closed Door Sales (CDS) - Classica Kitchen ( this one you need to register in order to get in!!)...There's a few range of stuffs for the CDS including Sirrico leather, woman fashion, kitchen ware and toys. The stores are scattered all over melbourne... and happened to be the Classica Kitchen is very close to my house..walking distance ( i never knew it before!!) ;) That is why we need to go and see what they offer us!!! Excited...<br /><br />But for today... still pushing my limit for my thesis writing! sigh! Huhuhuhu.. anyway that's about it! The plans and hope the weather is good tomorrow! Before i pen off...<br />CONGRATULATION to NURUL.... she is expecting her first baby next year! I am truly happy for you n am. I'll pray for your safety my dear friend. Take care n do enjoy you moment of pregnancy ya!!!<br /><br />Chiiooooow.</div>Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-8578580537865656752008-12-07T15:27:00.000-08:002008-12-07T15:36:59.690-08:00No raya mood aarr!!Really2 don't have mood for Raya! No ketupat, no rendang, no nice baju kurung, no jemputan raya! huhuhuhu wake up this morning with a mixed feeling! Nak raya ke idak?! nak raya ke idak?! huhuhu ada pelawat lak kat opis n ada meeting tergempak lagik ngan sv... aduh mak...raya ke idak?! sama aja... :(Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4764286061912712232.post-60205325739726081352008-12-04T15:39:00.001-08:002008-12-05T14:44:41.978-08:00Selamat Hari Raya Haji...Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all... We will celebrate raya haji on Monday. Unfortunately I was scheduled to talk in the PSG meeting... so raya after group meetinglah nampak gayanya!<br /><br />Bydaway yahooo....the conference has finished on Thursday! Gud! I was sooo tired but i've enjoyed the conference very much. A lots of related n interesting research. Some more.. as i mentioned in the previous post, many Malaysian came this time. 3 students from USM (that's including myself) n 1 future colleague. 1 Assoc. Prof. from UITM. 1 SLAI Fellow from UPM but studying in Japan rite now! 1 Postdoc currently working in UQ.....<br /><br />So that's why today kenalah balik ke office...have heap of stuffs to look at after about 1 week doing nothing but attending talks...okie dokie..have to pen off now! Chiowww...Zura Hamidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03240559552379235796noreply@blogger.com2